 The very mini cherry blossom tree I fell in love with… For the full set of photos go here: https://treeadryadsdreams.wordpress.com/2018/05/25/mini-cherry-blossom-tree/   
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 I spotted these trees from a far distance which of course put a smile on my face and immediately felt drawn “here I come,” so I went. Look at these beauties…     I find it so entertaining when people are feeling a certain way with a certain situation with a person or people, and the other says “well that person this or that or that person feels this and that” blabla. What difference does it make what the other person’s behavior is or feels? As if our feelings depend on the other person, should be determined by the other person. That because they did this or that or they feel that way that should make us feel a certain way or view it a certain way.
Or the “well I think” “you should” “this is because” blabla…as if they know as if they are the other…generalizing. Using theories, concepts, ideas, systems to pretend they know. Only that person knows, only that person knows what they feel, see and perceive, they are not you. The other cannot determine or know that, if you allow that you are not you. You will never discover what is your truth. What do YOU feel? What do YOU see? What is true for YOU? What feels correct for YOU? Trust you. Then you can express it if others don’ get it that’s their problem they are functioning from their truth or who they think they are. No one else is going to get it only you. They are not you, they do not know what it is like to be you. You are the only one that knows that and what it means moment by moment. Trust you… Recognize and embrace the beauty and uniqueness in you and in the other…  There is nothing my body loves more than dancing…alone in my aura…& nature’s…without all those human things…especially night time..don’t feel anything could ever compete with that…my body is just being all it is…    After a lovely walk by the water I was strolling by this tiny cherry blossom tree and looked down at all the beautiful flowers on the ground. I immediately felt drawn to take photos and examine the view and perspective from down there. So beautiful… For full photo set go to: https://treeadryadsdreams.wordpress.com/2018/05/18/flowers-perspective/     There was a beautiful tree full of flowers. Many were scattered on the ground which became my favorite spot so I gathered a few every so often making little bowl water flower arrangements…it made such a difference..I enjoyed that fully…gave me lots of joy…:-) For the full set pf photos go to: https://treeadryadsdreams.wordpress.com/2018/05/15/pink-flower-joy/     Sometimes we rush to be okay to be healed. It’s not an avoidance as there are two parts of us. One part knows it’s okay, our inner knowing and spirit, it sees the beauty of life the incredible beauty of life and gifts in every moment. It’s joyful and happy and alive. Then the other part is there wounded as well wishing to speak, to express, to be.
You see it does not work when we, our body speaks wishes to express, release and we do not do so, when we don’t give it that opportunity. Instead using the mind to counteract what is going on. We have to listen to both with equality, to all that it is whispering. Whatever it is at that moment…you cannot plan or control it you can only be it. Then is when it all changes and true healing can take place. Your heart can now mend. The process feels different then…incredibly painful as if your being has shattered into a million pieces…broken. Yet, at the same time your body is saying, “Yes, thank you!.” Thank you for acknowledging me and my presence.” You cannot try and heal, speed it up, control it, put all the pieces together at will, you see…that happens on its own. You have to be it, allow it, become. There is nothing you can do other than just be everything that you are, love your body enough to allow it to be, and happen on its own. To feel, trust all that it feels and is, no matter what your mind might think or say is correct or not, okay to feel or not. Love it…love you…allow all of you. That’s what you are doing when you allow it to be, and feel whatever it is at that moment. It’s different then…broken yet filled with endless love and gratitude for your body and all that you are, nurturing and loving oneself to its fullest capacity. It actually feels quite wonderful, painful yet nurturing. If you try and stop it, rush it, push it, block it, then it transforms into something horrible, stagnation. Let it live then die on its own. Healing will begin and the pieces slowly will come back together. You don’t have to do anything. Simply surrender to all that is, be who you are, listen to your body, denying it nothing. Letting its wisdom its knowing grow. The healing happens on its own, in its own way and time, there are no rules. It can happen in any way. Do not try to heal your heartbreak, do not break your own heart, by not letting your heart to feel what it needs in order to heal. Be the pain…gratitude and love come pouring through, for yourself, your body, there is no judgment for your body, what you are feeling, what has happened with the other or others, it just is. Let go of .trying and controlling, selecting what hurts, what is this or that, allow it to flow naturally. Scattering breaking the illusion so you may once again come back together as yourself as more of you, more powerful, more beautiful, more clear, more receptive to what is you, more grateful for you. Pain, hurt, suffering, heartbreak, sadness, loss can be such a beautiful gift if you allow it to be with no judgment. Then you can experience the loss, the truth once again whether is comes from your sacral, your spleen, your ego, your emotions, or self. You heal when you no longer do, allow that which is not correct for you, a person, a situation, a circumstance. There is nothing else to do but surrender to your inner knowing. So maybe…maybe healing is just being…and being yourself. 11/05/18  A couple of days ago I discovered one of my favorite places to be. I went down to the sea and the tide was out, you could walk way way out there where it’s normally covered in water. It was right after sunset time, so the colors filled the sky. I walked towards it way out there. It was so beautiful, so extremely beautiful all the little crevices walking along right where the water begins with its gentle little ripples almost like mini waves so cute.
In one spot a heron came flying and landed by me, then another, there ended up being five of them hanging out being and waiting. I have never seen so many so close to each other and I do love herons. Later on as I walked away when I reached another spot even more far out and stopped another heron came flying landing very close to me. It was followed by another two. I stood there for a while. Along the whole walk there was a beautiful light wind. I noticed on my way back I had not realized how far I had walked. How beautiful to be way out there of course no one else around out, night time, there among the vast sea…definitely one of my favorite places to be…  Reasons are helpful yet they should never affect your decision making. The reasons the why might bring clarity and understanding but can also cause you to lose yourself and forget that it does not matter. What matters is how the situation or person makes you feel. What affect it has on you. Why this is this way or that way what caused it is irrelevant. The relevance is you, what is correct for you, what feels correct for your body.
Reason and why is mind trying to figure things out yet it cannot know only your inner knowing knows. It just knows, you do not have to comprehend how it is telling you that something is correct for you or not to say yes or no. You do not need to know how it knows …how is irrelevant too. All you need to know is that it’s YOU that knows…not your neighbor, your partner, lover, mother, or father, friend, or any teacher, coach, or leader…it’s you, ONLY you. Anyone giving you advice well that’s strictly their truth, their eyes, their view not yours, you are unique. If you listen to them you well then will never make correct decisions as you but you will be making decisions as them. All others can do is guide you to ask questions for yourself, find what your truth is without telling you to follow what their truth is…they do not know. It’s not why, it’s not how, it’s who and that who is you.  What a beautiful surprise today. I went down to the beach. I saw these two absolutely gorgeous beautiful trees covered in pink flowers and of course did not bring my camera.
At the water the tide was out so you could walk way out there, way way out there where normally it is covered with water so I had a beautiful magical relaxing walk out there. At one point I looked up in the sky and high above there were a couple of bald eagles above scouting along with some other birds. Then…this golden eagle absolutely gorgeous massive golden eagle comes flying above me coming down lower and lower I watch him/her come so low above my head, right above me on my left it was sooooo beautiful went down further away from me and grabbed a big crab and began munching on it on the ground. I began to slowly walk towards it then this man comes walking really fast on the left going to the golden eagle to get a photograph. Of course I got annoyed. He did scare it off a bit but it went back to eating once he went away so I proceeded to walk towards it getting pretty close but not to disturb it. Of course I inside I was thinking ah my camera! not to have brought my camera with me would have gotten an amazing shot but oh well. It was such a gift just to watch…aaaahhhh yes :-) I have never seen one before it was so beautiful. Wow really beautiful. Larger than any bird I have ever seen. When it was flying above watching it sway and come down putting his claws out. Yeah :-) My first Golden Eagle and with such a personal close look. |
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My name is Gaia (Γαία) and I was born on the beautiful lush island of Kos, along the Aegean sea of Greece, where Hippocrates, the "father of medicine" was born. I am a writer (favorite being children's stories and fairy tales), artist, dancer, modern day Greek Mythologist, nature dweller, photographer, traveler, dreamer, and creator. I love creativity...I love all nature, especially trees. 
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